Happy Birthday

Tomorrow is my Mom's birthday, She would have been 52 years young. I dread the days that are suppose to "mean" more. Because they hurt more. I am looking forward to going through old pictures and having dinner with just my Dad and my Sis. I don't look forward to the tears...

It still seems unreal to me. One week she was enjoying family and walking through zoo lights and next we are bringing her home from the mayo... i think about that time and still can't believe what happened. I guess we always knew it would come down to it...

I thank that i have a family that is supportive and keeps me busy. I wish no one to go through what i have been through. As much as life is part of life, so is death. Unfair or not.

I need to beleive that my mom is looking down from wherever she is and is watching me and my family grow and become what she has always wanted. We will have margaritas and some crab legs for you Mom! Happy Birthday and miss you greatly!